oooh, i weighed myself, and i went down, which is TRIumphant. i’m up to a total loss of 29.2 pounds. i’m trying not to get down on myself for taking some time off of being strictly on weight watchers and being really weight-conscious all the time. it’s hard not to think that if i had kept up with everything through Christmas until now, I would have lost so much more weight.
on the other hand, taking a break and slowing down a little, only to pick it back up again seemed like a natural rhythm, and it made it feel like, in general, eating healthy and well could be a lifelong habit.
idk. i guess i should just be happy that at least the number on the scale is going in the right direction. i weighed 190.8 last night, and if i kick it up a notch this week, i could be in the 180s by this time next week. and holy fuck, that would be awesome.
the plan is to start taking dance classes. i have my eye on zumba. i also want to start going out dancing, like a clubs. e and i used to go out all the time and sweat our asses off dancing at clubs… and that was when i weighed the least, sweat the most, and had the most fun. i liked getting dressed up and feeling confident and all that.
just a progress report!
-a
ps should we change the blog url to mission2012? i feel like this mission must be continued….
